Tuesday, 11 December 2007
Sometimes,I really hate myself. I'm getting angry quick and... just duno what should I do now.
Saturday, 17 November 2007
Wednesday, 7 November 2007
Islamic Banking lecture finally gave us the topic of the assignment. Quiz coming up and apart from that, we needed to do Twoooooo assignment simultaneously. One is for individual and one is for group assignment. *speechless*
Nevertheless, I hope time can pass even more faster due to my sista is coming back. am toooooo happpppyyyyy with it. haha.. finally I can see her again. perhaps I'm waiting for my present.:D --36days to go! huray!
Monday, 5 November 2007
mentally drained XD
Sunday, 4 November 2007
waiting!
am exceedingly excited once I knew the date that you're coming back home..
Everyday was counting the days..haha..
Left 40 days from now onwards..:D
Tuesday, 30 October 2007
Thursday, 25 October 2007
exam result
My heart dropped down as I'm checking my result...* my heart has been badly treated by me*
I was told by Mr.Wee, my MF lecturer and currently my FE lecturer that 4people failed in the MF paper. I was so upset after hearing that. I was thinking am I one of that.. Not to admit that I'm a person who always negative thinking. Once I've read that book Power Behind Positive Thinking, I realised that in the other word for FAITH is Positive Thinking. Hope that I'm not wrong.
I believe GOD helped me throughout my exam period. Though I may be busy with all stuffs that I don't really know wht am I busy with ! I still remember the day before my english paper, I was doing some presentation in church. My friend was messaging me, asking me about the syallbus
of the english paper. I was still in church and still not study yet. *I'm not boosting here* I was so enjoy that night, and in fact I'm the rapper.:) Life is all about test?! Hmmm.. The next day, I was late for my english paper cos of accident happened continually. It happpened that I couldn't finish my english paper. The subject the gives me more confident is marketing paper. none other than that. My MF paper was freaking hard. I don't wish that paper to be exactly the same with past year but at least there will be likeness...Unfortunately, my expectation seems different from the actual.Totally different from past year. I'm not trying to be exaggerate here. Those who take this paper knew about this. Is toooo toughhhh ! Me and friends were complaining to Mr.Wee after the exam.
Every subject also I needed to be fear. XD
For sure, I knew I can't get anymore B for my law paper after all. Mr.Loke, my Law lec loves mumbling and used to talk a lot about "IF YOU DON'T ATTEND MY CLASS, YOU WILL SURE FAIL MY PAPER","HEY,o even THE GIRL THERE,PLEASE PAY ATTENTION". Though he's not teaching me now, But I still can rmbr him well enough cos of all those words. I don't wish to get B in my law subject anymore but pass..
I wanna Thank GOD for His grace to me, mercy as well. I thought I won't managed to pass this semester and was planning to withdrawal. This is why I believe in Him. Whenever I feel alone, I can talk to Him and somehow He replied me occasionally.
My heart fills with comforts when I'm sad.
soooo, I'm nothing to worry about !
Gambate for this semester .
Sunday, 21 October 2007
BGR-Boy Girl Relationship
What is it actually mean?
I shared this,BGR in the previous youth meeting.
All of them are under 20 years old.
In my topic,it included puppies love as well as real love. Thus,I think the puppies love will even muchhh more suitable for them.=p
I don't actually agreed with relationship.I think am supposed. Sometimes I may get frustrated with it.
Why? I'm kinda person will bored with something easily,Which mean that I always preferred Brand New thing instead of oldish..Whenever someone may tell me about their relationship,*in my heart*I'll always think that "you guys can stay til married"? I often have this kind of question in my mind. I don't actually believe in love, This is why am still in single. Of course,This will be a main reason for it.
I see people get hurts in their relationship. Some nonsense like I can't live without you,You are my light,..bla bla bla..looks sooo fakkkkeeee..!!
I wish my Mr.Right will proof to me His love to me and successfully change my mindset.
Wednesday, 17 October 2007
TARC
I started my school in the first place, of course busy with my own stuff.:)
Missing my holiday so muchie.wanna siao liao..Feel so uncomfortable when those assignments are placed in front of me ! A student is always the slave for assignment.The most horrible part is, I'm forced to separate with some of my friend. I'm soooo gotta lost in some where that doesn't belong to me.I got Five subjects in this semester. Is too heavy and difficult at the same time. The name of the subject is tooo long and kinda hard to remember. Here are the subjects :
1.) Business Finance
2.) Management & Organisation in Financial Services
3.) Financial Economics
4.) Islamic Banking
5.) Managing Information in Financial Service
I'm wondering when only my result coming out. I'm soo excited and wanting to know how will it be.:)Hmmm,Let's not touch on that topic first.:D
Something happened yesterday. It may sound funny and yet it wasn't. We'd have a short break in between, so we decided to go out to grab some drinks. We finally decided to go to Uncle Mac Donald to have MacFlurry, and the Sundae. Nevertheless, our plan didn't manage to be succeed. Know why?! COS, No ice-cream on that day O.o"
My friends were to buy only ice-cream from MESRA, which is a Petrol Station.*in case,some of you may not know*:)Later on,we were to get back to our school and out of sudden, my friend wants to drink "LUO HAN GUA", me as well.
So,I got down to buy and jess also went down,accompanied me and to buy her I YI BING at the same time. She was so geram cos the stall finished sold I YI BING whereas the other stall weren't. After purchased, only she realised. We didn't noticed that the tyre of the car've been puncit. We known by a Tarcian guy. He told us* At first, we thought is just losing air and we went back to that Petrol Station again.
When I looked properly to it, gosh ! You have never experience this before. The tyre needed to be changed. Immediately, my friend call up her family and tried to settled the problem. Girls would never know how to change the tyre. However, I've been taught in NS. Unfortunately, I forgot. Just knowing is hard, and energy needed. In fact, I was wearing a skirt that day.
Finally, she called her friend up. The friend managed to come and helped us.*exists like a saviour.*:D Anyway, we're saved and got back to class late. Lecturer could remember my friend because of this incident.:):):)
While we were On the way to get the car, we saw the same case occured in us happened in the others too. I first approached to them cos I was so curious about it. And I asked, Can I have a look on your tyre ? I was told by them that they found out stone inside of the tyre. WOW. We started to think. There won't be such coincidence case occurred simultaneously. As my brain was trying to twist, I saw the other tyre of the car happened excatly.....three Carssss...!!!*include my friend's*
How dangerous Tarc is.
Tuesday, 2 October 2007
"MY FIRST NINE MONTHS of 2007
yupe :D
Are you with the same person as youwere at the beginning of 2007?
still single :p
Are you still in the same job?
student currently
Is your favourite colour the same colour?
nope. * switched easily*
Have you got the same style/colourhair ?
nope. I changed
Have you brought a new car this year?
nope. Unfortunately no money
How many Ex girlfriends/boyfriends have you had this year?
none. Still single
Have you been involved with the police this year?
nope :p
All time drinking place for 2007?
none
Is your best friend still your bestfriend?
of course.Friends foreva*cheers*
Got any tattoos or piercings this year?
no
Had a hair cut?
yay, few times
Waxed any part of your body this year?
..nope
Been in hospital this year?
nope ! *touch wood*
Lost someone you cared about this year?
uhm.not consider as lost.
Been on a holiday this year?
yea. In fact, having it. :)
Been in love this year?
always in love =)
Been kicked out of a Club this year?
I don't join.
Read a book this year?
The Power Behind Positive Thinking.^^
Worst thing happened this year?
Forgot to turn off the gas.
Best thing to happen this year?
who knows what'll happen tomorrow. :D
Tuesday, 25 September 2007
marvellous holiday XD
Not to mention that I love holiday though it may boring sometimes. However, I'm loving it . :)
Here's the bad news.
The dress that I bought in web was out of stock.
I'm not that sad initially.As far as I concern, I don't actually love that dress in the first place. Secondly, the quality of that dress is bad *I heard from my friend *. .
Anyway,I'm waiting for the bag.I bought it from that web too.. :):);););)
I cooked pasta today.Is for lunch actually.
Ashley has successfully made it. :)
I cooked for dad and also lil brother.
At first daddy don't agreed to eat the pasta that Ashley going to make.
Thank GOD, it rain only in ash's place. Ashley think that dad has no choice but to eat the pasta that Ashley made.^o^~~~~
Proof :
finger licking good !! ain't ?
Gotta stop here.
Got to ready myself.
I have an appointment with friend due to the moon cake festival events.
Here to wish all my friend happy moon cake festival.
Sunday, 23 September 2007
I went Isetan.
Due to the member day, lots of people there, even wanting to pay money also difficult. I'm being force to queue up.
I could only manage to buy lingerie wear. Both from Pierre Cardin and Sloggi. I bought one for you too,sis..:D
I'm soo happy once I've bought it..
Wednesday, 19 September 2007
Here to update my life..Finally my exam is over,I'm SO happy with it.I have nothing to comment about my exam.I'm so clumsy,yea,you're right,sista..Guess what happened again after I've late for my exam!!..
Law was my last paper and during my exam,the lecturer approached to my table and told me to write all the question in front of the booklet, and again he saw I'm answering too many questions.Supposed to be answer only 3 questions out of 5 questions,while me,the clumsy and blur gal answered 4 questions instead of 5 questions. The lecturer told me again and again,He was repeating himself that I've did too many question and I was like I'm correct.In fact,I told him CORRECT A !!!.. I don't know is there any other word that can describe myself.*phew*
Here's another incident incurred.I was helping my mum to steam
meat for the dinner for family.Again !!! I let the water to be boiled till dry and the saucepan became charred..*SOB*...I knew it was my mistake for not taking care of it. In fact,this is the third time of the carelessness..My mum has never scold me,but this time she scolded me *not more than minutes.I'm blessed*.:D In fact,she said she must scold me or else same case will happen.haha..
The exam really pissed me off..look at my eyes down there.Can you see the difference ? and the pimples...
Due to the restless...
Now I can go shopping...temptation came during I studied.I received Isten brochure as well as the messages from One Utama for One Card member that member can enjoy 20% on the LA SENZA's latest Precision Fit Bra.Valid til 24 Sept 2007. I was so pleased to see that message.Know why ? at least that promotion didn't end during my exam but I'm so sad about the Crabtree and Evelyn,because it ended.However,here come another promotion that not suit me at allll....haihz.I'm going to Isetan due to the sales again..I'm going to be a crazy shopper...:D
Monday, 10 September 2007
Thursday, 30 August 2007
Wednesday, 29 August 2007
No mood to study,so I'm here to blog..lol
I'll be the rapper due to my church anniversary.
Our youth is having a performance as well as other departments.
Imagining the day..Am I possible to do it ? *thinking*
Don't you think that is weird..cos is Meeeee...transforming~~ A rappppper instead of banker!!*dreaming again*..=)
My lyrics is simple by the way,I think some of you may heard this song before--"Amazing Grace"
The performance will be on Sunday,which is the day before my exam..!! sweat...*May the Lord bless me*
"Amazing Grace"
Amazing Grace ! How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now am found
Was blind, but now I see
>>Jesus,Lamb of GOD< <; >>Worthy,Is Your Name<< *is adding by *our youth*
T'was grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed
>>Jesus,Lamb of GOD< <; >>Worthy,Is Your Name<<
Trough many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come
Tis grace that bought me safe thus far
And grace will lead me home
>>Jesus,Lamb of GOD< <; >>Worthy,Is Your Name<<
When we've been there ten thousand years
Bright shinning as the sun
We've no less days to sing God' s praise
Than when we first begun
>>Jesus,Lamb of GOD< <; >>Worthy,Is Your Name<<
[ I'm only rapping for the first two part...*Thank GOD for that* (= ]
Tuesday, 28 August 2007
stress never end
what am I hoping now?
what is my aim for this year?
what should I do in order to fullfill my dream?
As exam is coming,I should be studying...But* *(disappinted with myself )
Most of the students have this attitude--Lazinesssssssss.........
aiks...I didn't want to study anymore,all books,notes piss off !!!!!!
I want shoppppppingggggggg as our national day is coming,for sure there'll be SALES
cannot tahan,want shopping...But I still got lots to study until I'm siaoooo now...
Stress pls get away from me,ish !!!! People would say that the stress is coming from an individual...?!
I have no idea...But I should be ready for exam cos I've bought my favourite cookies--oreo..
Ready,GO....Fight,Must PASSSSS...*I think I'm reallly siaooo*
only can go shoppppingggggggggg !!!!!
I guess I'll be the one that most happiest in the world when I've finish my exam...wahhaha...*can you see my tougue??haha..too happy.*
Wednesday, 22 August 2007
Bad day
It shouldn't be a bad day because this is the day that the LORD has made,and I shall rejoice.Anyway,thank GOD,it isn't a bad day actually.I'm kinda down at school today.I think I miss my all my friend that used to hang out with me,studied with me,fooling together,etc..=)Thinking whether should continue my studies,haha...Feel like want to give up,.give up in everything.!!..But I do believe in GOD,GOD holds my future,HE knows what is the best for me,and em,I shouldn't be giving up so easily..am I right?^^
I still remember that my previous semester,I had darn bad results..But end up,GOD gives me see through the miracle that took place..Some of my friend may wondered why I can pass which carried so many papers...I do pray hard to GOD and HE reviewed to me what's going to come out at the exam in fact.As a result,I pass my exam,and able to proceed to the next level which I'm studying now.
Even after I proceed,I found out it is not that easy.It began tougher and tougher.I don't know whether can I overcome the circumstances.But I truly believe GOD will help me out...*Pray*
Monday, 20 August 2007
exam is around the corner...=(
What am I supposed to do.All this while,I've never been studying.kinda nervous.Stress is just right beside me.I can feel it.gOsh.I don't know whether can I overcome it or not..
I started to miss those time...feeling so great with all my friends in diploma.Though we've just known each other in a single seconds,it looks like you already known them quite some time.You can feel the friendship there..I love you guys..you guys are great..cheers =)
Tuesday, 7 August 2007
Sunday, 5 August 2007
Just an ordinary day...=)
At night,decided to watch cartoon of ALI BABA..I've a date wid him on tht day,wakaka.Supposed to celebrate wid family,while waiting dad to come back,I watched it,..em,.found that it is em quite boring actually.Here comes another show,which is beauty and the beast..im lovin it...muahaha..so
nice..at first,I tot is only ordinary fairy tales,BUT...I love that story d la.!!!aiyak..=0
After that,dad came back.We went out to celebrate.Is around 11++...haha.weird hUH ?=)
anyway,wanna thanks to u guys for giving me da gifts,wishes and celebration+surprised..
Having two test in a week...Feel so stress,cos I feel that im loss.stucks in some where which I do not know where am I actually...haihz..
*My korean U-dong*yummmmyyy
Thursday, 2 August 2007
s.w.e.e.t XD
my funny papa, XD
Tuesday, 31 July 2007
thank u friends..!!! <3
Here's a joke.How could a person can ever forget her own age,especially a gurl...lol
A pastor was asking me about my age,at the same time,he is guessing.Guess what He said!Im 20?He asked.lol.I was thinking about myself at that very moment.Am I look that old?Im always blur and I told him Im only 19.All my friends were looking at me,haha...was wondering what am I talking about,End up,I made everyone blur.haha
Even today,We were about to the karoke,I hit a branch that is in front of me !!! When there's something that took away my attention,I'll look at that place and again I will hit everything that's in front of me.=) yea,tht's me..
Later on,Im the one who keep eating the tip-bits.The drinks as well..Honestly,I tried all the drinks in green box.Im gaining weight since I had two buffet at the previlous month in Shangri La.Now,again?!!ops..I just cant stop eating nowadays.Im going to be a fatty dumb.. :(
I have a little surprise from my lovely friends..
When a friend of mine-min was enjoying her singing.Out of sudden,the song was gone and appeared a birthday song,I thought it may occurred some techincal problem.Suddenly,the door was opened and a gurl came in.looks like entering a wrong room-unfamiliar face,She was holding a cake in fact.Wow..Is that for me?Im not in a dream.Im in the real world,lol.
Im touched at the very moment..*truly*
thanks my dear friends-keryin,michelle,jiajie,puiling,humin as well.thank you so much,my friends.. :D
I'll show the pic in the next blog ya ...muhaha..im so happy. ;)