my feeling before leaving

I don’t feel good right now

Fight has booked and everything are yet to be ready

But I don’t feel like going right now

I can’t see/feel the excitement right now, but the unwillingness to leave.

I wish I could stay in Malaysia now Though I’ll be back very soon but I miss the time before I left.

Spare my free time without doing anything..

Hanging out with friends all day night..

I don’t want to be separated with my parents esp

I guess tonight I’m gotta leave them with tears.

T.T