Kinda...

Kinda like plenty things to tell/post here! :)
Kinda lazy to type and explain the whole things! :P Therefore,
Kinda let the pics to do the talking! :D

1. Being a first and last as the EMCEE in TARC.

This whole set including the blazer chosen by my dad.(except for the heels! :P)
Just wanna say THANK YOU,dad for bringing me to 1U purposely and brought me the formal wear! :) I appreciate it! XD



me and all course-mates

spot me! ^.^

2. After finished the whole the event, I went shopped with my darling tortoise and course-mates as well. :P

--I love this dress <33--

3.Went for drinks(yam-cha) with my primary school-mates, went for karaoke for the following day! :D

I'm still finding the "yam-cha"picture! XD Perhaps I owe none on that picture. anyways, pics should be uploaded in facebook by that time.

I rec'd my sista's called during yam-cha and I was told by her that she bought me a dress for my bdae. Here goes the conversation:

amanda: Hey, I just bought a dress for you today!..for your bdae gift!

ashley(the sister) : Huh? my bdae gift?*I tot it was a christmas present(I was thinking in my heart the momment she paused and told me she bought me a dress) continually I asked her, my bdae gift? is actually for 2008 or 2009, my dear!?

amanda: Of course is this year,2008!

Ashley: I was shocked and stunned... *I was thinking in my heart, How many gifts that you want to present me?* You have already gave me so many. such as digital camera, a card that I rec'd thru courier, swarovski jewelery, juicy couture and many more..til I can't remember! LOL.

amanda: Oh yea oh! totally forgotten! *laugh of own of clumsiness*

cs & gigi(the friend that I know since Im in the age of FOUR!*need to clarify again,in case you forgotten her name!*)
three of us since primary (including cs) :)
cheers to our friendship! :P
Find out more pictures in facebook or friendster(only a few there).
Last but not least,
Kinda lazy upload twice or triple! XD

A very FIRST time falling from my very own bed!!!!

I fall from the King/Queen size bed this morning as I received a sms from my aunt that came back all the way from Qaatar. She was asking me whether to go singpore with her after our families trip in Malacca. That was freaking ooouchhhhhhhh!!!man!!!.. And now two red circulation injuries appear on my knee.. T.T
I need you,nurse!(calling to Perth)

On top of that, today's rehearsal was somehow...*unspeakable*
I just wish that everything will go smooth for tmr ..
Pray for me, people :P

I brought back some news since I've been away for long! :))

1. Lazy to upload those picss and in fact, my sister wasn't with us-is not considering as families trip!
2. was back to hometown and found many people have the controversy about my acne. :(
3. I started to worry. indeed for now. . .(blame on tortoise) Can I just wear formal instead of wearing..you know..! :(
   
4. Christmas is around the corner and I'm so happy with it. I shall get back to my real life anyways... :)):):)):):))))
5. Finally submitted financial statement analysis assignemnt today.*applausessss* :) but somehow I'm worrying for something that might happen next tuesday! :(
   

The post that dedicated to the one I'm missing XD

How many of u will still be back to your home ground once you make a decision to study in overseas? Well, I started to miss her whenever NTV7 Programmers advertising the concert. I went for that concert in 2007 with her and the brother. I miss the outing of three of us*, went buffet with parents, celebrating Christmas in church and etc...

Remember this stage?

my idol-Nicholas XD

ash and the sisterthe brother

Furthermore, we are going to Lee Ming (Kuantan) this coming weekend w/o you!
I guess we shall plan a trip when you're back!want?brilliant idea?HOW?
Both aunt from Qatar and Aus will be back next week, why not my sister ar!?
I can understand is ur career but..Haihz..find no solution.
*Something across my mind*>amanda>: why don't you ask doc whether there's a medicine for this kind of sickness?! =(

#My assignments making me even pissed and I really fed up. Cheers that successfully hand-in one assignment yesterday! -)))))
--no stress, no stress, no stress---*argh*#
:((((((

In a lump sum! XD

*1. Prom Night

Well, the pictures are all here as I promised in the last post entry! :P

The make up of mine on that day! :)

my high sch mate and me
Not more picture for that prom night and that night wasn't pleasant at all! XD
I hurt my friend in the first place,she got upset with me cos I'm actually late for that prom night(was actually sucked in that massive jam+raining)Worst still, that prom night wasn't fun. Is out of my expectationsss!!
Anyway, you guys are great cos I guess the prom seemed successful.
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*2. Gathering with Lecturer-WKH & course-matess

spot that tortoise! :P
Pretty drunk! :)Games : with all kinds of colour ballooonnsss being accompanied.
cam-whoring
the tortoise love kissing! :P

Last but not least, at grouping picture of Us* :))))))
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*3. Camp in Malacca

yin and ying! XD

This is my charlet! :0

I'm kinda lazy to upload so many pictures. Well, get it from facebook la :)
Right after camp, we need to be backed to church for the decoration(Christmas is around the corner!Let's shout aloud.Hooray!!!) :)))

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I received a call from a friend (sms-es after that)and she told me that the moon is being so amazing and different...
1 DECEMBER 2008...-THE MOON IS SMILING!!!! =)
Prove to be given as below! :D
I knew my sista gotta disappointed cos she didn't even have the opportunity to see it! NICE!AWESOME!INCREDIBLE!well, i'll show it to u by now! :))))))I miss you so much..
You will normally back during Christmas unfortunately, not this time! Even this year(July)u din even come back. I'm kinda angry and missing youuuuu NOW!!!

Can you see clearly? =)
LOL...
THANK GOD I managed to!

Drop by ....

just wanna drop some words here in order to prove that I'm still in love with my bloggie! :0
I only managed to cap a few picture for prom and the gathering at fren's house..
Well, I'm gotta show it right after this post! :P
Gotta stop here, shall pack up my goodies for the camp. :):)):)))))

Unwell and unspeakable

"The momment when an infant came out from vagina, the infant will cry apparently and the hand of the infant will no longer "sticking" it together but to let it go. "

How many agree with this statement?
(I agreed the infant did cry)

What life meant on this earth?
We experiencing many emotionss, gone through and on the journey of growing?
But what's the word could best describe this?
only suffering or pain to explain everything?
of course, there'r also the-opposite side whereby happiness and joyous in this earth. BUT, with some constraints and limitations.
Even u don't expect sth to happen on you or in other words, unexpected circumstances...
Let's get the recent cases(so many just occurred in once) as an example, I expect non from those cirumstances, situations,...
.Haihzzz.
.Puff.
.Argh.
.Sigh.
Wounds inflicted from ------
Anybody:
Friends
Families
The-closest?

In a nutshell,
I encountered my life recently with only a word to describe challenged/pathetic,noob?!
what can I do?
You can't escape from pain and suffering in this life and especially in this f***king planet called earth, right?
Life is sh**t and im so bore of riding roller coaster recently.
I might need to ready myself to go college(driving) tomorrow ever since I've been missing college for so many days

where's the money gone to XD

I started questioning myself as I described myself as a broker now.
I mean I spent excessively than my income! gosh. I'm not a wise financial adviser perhaps.
Reflecting....
Girls used to invest the funds to beauty, clothing, lingeries, footwear and etc. Well, first comes to my mind is that, I might have spent much on cell phone. Within a month, I bought two sim cards. I supposed!Am I investing the wrong securities?! =P

And now, I owe so many numbers. =.=''
*thinking*Sum for the sim cards = 4.
that's where the money flows to?!
After i got my Debit Card, I immediately swipe it predominately to check on whether is functioning?! *LAME excuse and sounds stupid* :D


P/S :

1. Just post some non-sense in order to make myself alive here. :)):)
2. To my sister, alfred finished his examssss. He will be attending his SAM Prom night tomorrow at Sunway Lagoon Resort. *I envy him larh :p*
3. I notice I made so many grammar mistakes some entry especially the recent post.*blush* HAHA..I post it without checking.
   
4. Doctor told me that He's going to shift to Pavilion and no longer offering me the facial treatment. *Haihz*
   

I'm still here on earth! =)

Is been some time since my last post. Well, I'm backed with plenty of good news.

1. I'm feeling better as time passed by.
2. I'm going to attend the-Tarcian-Prom-Night
3. Party coming up in a course-mate's home
4. Youth Camp in Malacca
   

Apart from that,

I'm working hard on my research paper apparently. Research never get done after all! *exhausted and mentally drained down very soon, any good Samaritans that able to me figure out my assignments?*:((
my brain been fooling by the volatility of crude oil. In the month of July, fuel price surge with unprecedented and recently dropped unanticipated?!
Haihz.. I'm going mad soon.
Just need to attach this information here in order to lending me a hand in my assignments. =)) You might use it as a references,who knows!? *evil smile* :P

The insane-rambler

I recently discover myself have been trying to seek things eagerly that I’m not supposed to have. Well, the inner or the weaknesses will reveal especially during times of difficulties. Let me be frank here, I may seems to be the-confident-person in front of the crowds, and yet a coward behind. Life is fragile, so do I! I’m vulnerable especially in the eyes of my families, Hence, they are always the one that stand for me! I hold the tears in turbulent circumstances and I’d successfully made it for several problems, however, we would only think the world is wonderful when things go by out side. I’m experiencing the personal treadmill due to the failure test that God has given me! I’m retracing the same circumstances and yet to fail for each time. What should I do? I knew I’ve absent to church for couples of weeks and as comparison from those time (This year would be the black-listed) I’ve drawn myself away from God and turned sin into more iniquities. Things becoming worst until today and in fact the constant worries made me so heartaches, dismay and distress! Grieving without sigh! Weepy without tears! Painsss strike deep in my heart!

I guess I shall forget the past and looking forth. I’ll not only grow in physically, most importantly, spiritually and get along with a healthy life! But how? Smile and wipe it out from my mind!?